A 2019 Update
Since we're a quarter of the way through 2019 already, I thought I would update you with what's been happening in My life. For those who may want to know: TW for mental health and physical health.
After a brilliant end to 2018 I was beyond excited to start 2019 and make it My year. I had - and still have - so many plans in the works. Then the most jarring, random thing happened... My boyfriend broke up with Me. In case he ever sees this blog post I won't go into too much detail, but his reasons were flaky at best. The kind of reasons that leave you confused and without closure, yet you're forced to accept them since the other person is so final with their decision. Once he was gone I felt more alone than I ever have in My life and I'm not exaggerating when I say that no one was there for Me. My university friends sent generic 'that sucks babe' texts, My family were busy dealing with a bigger issue, and the incredible Domme friends I do have like Goddess Gemma and Aurora Beau are (very sadly) not local!
I'm sad to say that I started to spiral. I got the flu which didn't help at all but I also became anxious about everything and spent the next two weeks at My parents' house dealing with that and getting better. During that time I wasn't in the headspace to film, take bookings, or do anything work related.
Two months later and I can say that I'm continuing to get better. My mental health is recovering, though I'm still having bad days here and there, and I'm now fully back into the swing of work. I've even dipped My toe back into the world of casual sex and dating!
Here's to 2019 getting better from here...
Posted on 22nd March 2019